Not plugging into anything lately

Not plugging into anything lately

But listening to music that pumps me up and taking selfies.

I’ve all but abandoned school. Guilt and apathy coincide in comfort with one another while I neglect responsibilities. My writing ambitions have waned. Important exams and other deadlines come and go. And I feel nothing.

The only time I feel happy is when I’m at work. Oddly, it’s a stressful, high-demand job and exhausts me physically and mentally. But I like it there. Even talking to my ex-fiance/demoted to boyfriend, I get sad because we are in a long-distance relationship.

Many emotions, many conflicts. And I am just here to update and say what a failure I’ve been.

Published by Jessica

Writer, YouTuber, streamer, gamer, yogi, self-improver--still trying to figure it all out

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